Post by Deleted on Jul 8, 2013 15:50:11 GMT -5
“Why am I even here...?” As Preston whispered longingly, nature’s breath chilled the lonely human as he sat nestled beneath his favorite tree, recalling a time when his isolation was just an impossible nightmare. He believed Eva would never disappear from his side and that they would fade together but some higher power had other plans for him and now here he was, alone. His guitar lay beside him, untouched for most of the evening. His broken wrist still hung in front of his chest however the news was that he had a few days more until it was to be removed. Vergil had been hovering over the human’s shoulder like a hawk ever since the incident at Vixen’s Keep, reminding him constantly that this world was no longer safe for the innocent and that Preston needed to be careful. Preston knew he meant well and they had become great friends. Vergil was the only good thing in his life right now but even then... it just wasn’t enough. It was like clockwork, Preston had to come her and reminisce of a time long since past. Eva loved this place and it was Preston’s access to her memory. “Eva...” He muttered, leaning against the tree and watching as the sun disappeared over the horizon, swallowed by the shadows. The air continued to cool his skin and in response he bundled up close, adjusting his tattered leather jacket. He knew it was best to head home but he couldn’t. He was too tired to even stand, too exhausted from the after effects of his medication.
Dr. Kadic had prescribed him a higher dosage ever since his run-in with that monstrous boy that literally destroyed his chance of performing at the one gig he managed to get. Jean and the rest of his crew tried their best to console Preston but it obviously wasn’t working because he was still here, pondering whether to give up on music forever. Hell, even giving up completely...
“No... I couldn’t do that.” He whispered to himself, shaking his head in disgust. Yes the thought always hung over him like a cloud but he had people in his life now that needed him and he would not allow himself to give up. He had lasted this long through the hell, he couldn’t. He may welcome death but deep down he was afraid. He was afraid of everything really!
He glanced to the guitar nestled beside him, beckoning him to play. Unfortunately he couldn’t with his wounded wrist. He could manage of a few cords but not enough; most of his time spent here was just writing music, which had not progressed at all. He hated that he was letting down his mates with this injury and lack of inspiration. If he had just let that kid leave without attempting to attack him, he wouldn’t be without his wrist or his guitar.
Preston, in his rambling thoughts couldn’t seem to focus on a single problem, there were just too many things in his head. His hands shaking nervously, he reached into his jacket pocket and removed the bottle with his pills. Popping it open he allowed a single tablet to drop down his throat. He needed to calm down before returning home to Vergil, he didn’t want to overwhelm him with his stupid problems!
“Oh Preston, why the hell are you so fucked.” He sighed to himself, slight anger in his voice.
Dr. Kadic had prescribed him a higher dosage ever since his run-in with that monstrous boy that literally destroyed his chance of performing at the one gig he managed to get. Jean and the rest of his crew tried their best to console Preston but it obviously wasn’t working because he was still here, pondering whether to give up on music forever. Hell, even giving up completely...
“No... I couldn’t do that.” He whispered to himself, shaking his head in disgust. Yes the thought always hung over him like a cloud but he had people in his life now that needed him and he would not allow himself to give up. He had lasted this long through the hell, he couldn’t. He may welcome death but deep down he was afraid. He was afraid of everything really!
He glanced to the guitar nestled beside him, beckoning him to play. Unfortunately he couldn’t with his wounded wrist. He could manage of a few cords but not enough; most of his time spent here was just writing music, which had not progressed at all. He hated that he was letting down his mates with this injury and lack of inspiration. If he had just let that kid leave without attempting to attack him, he wouldn’t be without his wrist or his guitar.
Preston, in his rambling thoughts couldn’t seem to focus on a single problem, there were just too many things in his head. His hands shaking nervously, he reached into his jacket pocket and removed the bottle with his pills. Popping it open he allowed a single tablet to drop down his throat. He needed to calm down before returning home to Vergil, he didn’t want to overwhelm him with his stupid problems!
“Oh Preston, why the hell are you so fucked.” He sighed to himself, slight anger in his voice.